Things are slowly going downhill. The past couple of months I’ve been having too many financial woes, ever since I transferred to the other apartment I started losing money, and it’s now giving me a hard time keeping up with the bills because of that. Despite being busy with my sidejobs, running around trying to keep things afloat, money still is my problem. The so-called father seems uninterested in my children’s plight and I have decided that if he still doesn’t respond to our emails, I will have to put the children to an orphanage, sell my stuff and try to rebuild my life over -again. I have tried my best to keep things, and it’s really hard living on your own.

One of the worst question that was asked me was “why rent in an expensive apartment?” Basically the answer to that is because I cannot afford my children learning bad habits if I continue to live in the squatter’s area. And honestly, it doesn’t work for me

I have to face this on my own, I have to stand up. I need to find something that would work for me.